When God Reminded Me That Knowing Isn’t Necessary
The past few months of my life have taken me completely by surprise. I had amazing plans for 2025, including visions of a job promotion and settling deeper into my career. However as far back as January 2024, my life has felt more like a tornado than a destined timeline. I prayed for elevation, yet I was met with much chaos. I almost lost my mind trying to prove I was being who God needed me to be. I believed I couldn’t receive unless I showed the Creator that I was worthy. But looking back over this journey, I realized something profound: God was never asking me to prove anything. He was asking me to trust. He was reminding me that I was already worthy, not for what I could do, but simply for existing.
This realization was hard to grasp, and I resisted it for months. A lot of my hesitancy came from not understanding that my worth came from my very existence. For so long, my past and present felt like everyone expected a public showcase of strength. The version of me who could simply rely on my aura and essence felt completely foreign. It wasn’t until August that I finally began to understand what true worthiness within me looked like. Something in me called for a softness I had to get comfortable with. Life had been one long stretch of survival mode, and both my body and my Creator were tired of it.
The first area God confronted was my need to chase proof and constantly measure myself against expectations. Instead, I began to focus on the quiet ways He affirmed me; stripping away the things I had tied my worth to, sending unexpected opportunities, and placing earth messengers in my path to remind me that my presence alone carried value.For the first time, I realized worthiness wasn’t about what I could accomplish or prove. It was about being in alignment with the very essence I was created for. While the details of this process outweigh more than I can provide in this post, I will end this what this stretch taught me.
For all my fellow alchemists, here is what God wants you to know:
You will not understand the path of your purpose and neither are you required to. You won't have all the answers, which means you don’t need to have it all figured out. Your role isn’t to control the outcome or prove your worth. As the co-creator, your role is to show up, to be present, and to trust the process.
God is moving in ways you cannot yet see. The moments that feel confusing, chaotic, or even painful are often the very spaces where transformation is quietly happening. Your purpose unfolds not because you know the steps, but because you are faithful in the unseen, consistent in your essence, and open to divine guidance. I realized I had mistaken my power. God taught me that he would move through me; meaning I was simply the physical vessel that a higher power would operate through. Opportunities do not necessarily see our physical bodies but are drawn by universal power of divine order. When we limit ourselves to our own consciousness, we forget that we are spiritual beings. With the presence of divinity, we are more powerful than we can fathom.
Allow me to be your reminder that your value is not tied to what you accomplish, understand, or control. It lives in your willingness to exist, to trust, and to surrender. Your Creator already knows the plan. Your part is simply to walk forward with faith, allowing each step to shape you into the version of yourself you were created to become.